Lewis Hamilton: My debut season at Ferrari an 'emotional rollercoaster'

Hamilton heads into this weekend’s race in Ferrari’s backyard a week after he crashed out in Zandvoort.
Lewis Hamilton: My debut season at Ferrari an 'emotional rollercoaster'

By Philip Duncan, PA F1 Correspondent, Monza

Lewis Hamilton has described his first season at Ferrari as “volatile” and an “emotional rollercoaster” ahead of his Italian Grand Prix debut in red.

Hamilton heads into this weekend’s race in Ferrari’s backyard a week after he crashed out in Zandvoort and still awaiting his first podium for the Scuderia.

The 40-year-old’s hopes of a strong result at Monza’s Temple of Speed have also been hit after he received a five-place grid penalty for a yellow flag infringement prior to last Sunday’s race.

Lewis Hamilton arrives for the press conference in Monza
Lewis Hamilton arrived for the press conference in Monza (David Davies/PA)

Hamilton is 42 points behind Charles Leclerc in the world championship and has been out-qualified by his team-mate 10 times so far – and beaten him in only two of the 15 races – since he made the switch from Mercedes to the Italian giants.

“It’s been an emotional rollercoaster,” said Hamilton. “What can I really say? Did I expect it to be as volatile in terms of the feeling? No, but that’s life.

“And I’d like to think that even though we had a difficult Sunday (in Zandvoort), we are coming towards the brighter end of the tunnel.

“I read something recently where it said: ‘There’s no point stressing about tomorrow because it often puts shade on the present’.

“So I’m really trying not to worry about tomorrow. I’m really trying to be present and enjoy every moment because this half of the season has gone by really quickly.

“There’s obviously a long way to go. But I don’t want to miss any of these special moments that we’re having.

“Like my first Monza in Ferrari in red and when I leave the garage tomorrow, it’s going to be incredibly special coming onto this circuit.

“I want to give the tifosi absolutely everything this weekend to get the best result for them because the passion and the support they’ve given me and this team is like nothing I’ve ever seen.”

Lewis Hamilton crashed out of last weekend's Dutch Grand Prix
Hamilton crashed out of last weekend’s Dutch Grand Prix (Bradley Collyer/PA)

However, Hamilton will have his work cut out following a grid sanction dished out by the stewards for failing to slow adequately under doubled waved yellow flags on his way to the grid in Zandvoort.

Commenting on the grid drop, Hamilton said: “I landed back home and then saw that I got this penalty and I was really, really shocked to be honest.

“It’s obviously not black and white. If you look at the report, I did lift, but to their liking, not enough.

“To get the penalty and to get two penalty points on my licence, too, was pretty hardcore. But I learned from it and there’s no point whinging about it.

“It’s going to be challenging this weekend. Qualifying has been so close between us all that just getting to Q3 is tough.

“Getting in the top five is very, very tough. And then on top of that, to be sent back five places is not great when you’re going into your first Italian Grand Prix with Ferrari, but it gives me more to fight for – and I’m very motivated to make up those places.”

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